Finally Sober...

So yeah,
Now that,  I'm not using food to constantly sedate my self it's rough.  I'm no longer turning to food as a source of comfort.
My feeling are raw and i'm forced to face thing that I locked away years ago. I'm suddenly confronted by things and people that are causing me to take a long look at all the choices I've made in life.

I find myself wondering... Had I not been so unhappy would my choices be the same ?
This journey is so emotional for me and things that I wouldn't have batted an eye at before now cause me pain.
Honestly I don't know where this journey is taking me. I'm not sure what will come about as a result of this journey. What I do know is that I will never again to turn to food to mask my pain.
From here on out I will face my life head on and deal with it...